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(Audio): Maria Mẹ Vô Nhiễm Nguyên Tội
Self-Introduction:
Who am I to be chosen by the Lord?
I am just a grain of sand in the desert, a drop of water in the ocean, lesser than a worm, smaller than a speck of dust clinging to Jesus’ sandal. Actually, I am simply a short pencil, an outdated speaker, or a wretched instrument in the hands of the Lord. I am but an ordinary woman who only finished the third grade of elementary school. Then why did the Lord choose me?
The Lord wants me to be small, simple, meek, and humble. I wish to be like that.
From the first encounters with heaven nine years ago, I wrote down the messages with a pen and a notebook, but that took time due to my level of education.
Below are the poems and songs that the Lord Jesus read for me to write down and taught me to sing in adoration, especially late at night in the chapels in suburban Houston, Texas, USA.
Lucia, St. Theresa Church
2011
Poems
1) He is Deserted
Wednesday I visit Him,
The chapel is empty, few people visit.
I kneel, contemplating the monstrance,
Looking through the glass, Father is hiding.
With countless words to say to me,
My heart feels Father rejoicing.
Father is happy. I am as well,
Hoping to understand, and my heart to respond.
Lonely in this empty and quiet place,
So many other places does mankind know.
9:50 p.m. May 14, 2014
St. Thomas Church
2) Holy Thursday
Daily, contemplating the Eucharist,
Thursday, saying goodbye to Him.
Looking on, perplexed, bewildered,
Feeling forlorn, with Teacher gone.
My grief, no one knows,
With the Eucharist gone, my heart suffers,
Slowly, my tears flow –
O Teacher, please do not leave me.
So many days by Your side,
I rejoice, with You around.
Now You are absent, I count every hour.
Tonight, I remain by Your side,
To console in the agonizing hour.
Tomorrow, silent, alone,
You face a band of brutes.
7:45 p.m., April 17, 2014
Emmaus Chapel
3) Mournful Afternoon
on Calvary
God died on the hill.
The Cross He carried.
For love of mankind,
He sacrificed till death,
To save all people.
Today the world has
Lord Jesus Christ who saves.
Jubilant in peace,
God redeems humanity.
Bringing new light
To shine upon humanity,
Bringing love
To forgive sins.
11:45 a.m., August 28, 2011
Holy Rosary Church
4) Diary to Offer to God
It has been a while, nothing written to offer Him,
Today starting a diary, recalling each day by His side.
From now on, morning and night,
Each day I write, what Father does over me.
And to keep this forever,
Till the day I leave this world.
The words from Father, bringing love,
Give me joy, remove my burden.
I walk, with peace guiding my path.
My faith is firm, forever living in divine grace.
Silently confiding in Father,
To follow Him daily, firm in faith.
My life, free from despair,
Morning, noon, evening, by His side, no more worry.
11:30 p.m., April 17, 2014
Emmaus Chapel
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Songs
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Remembrance
Bai Hat Nho nhung Lucia Hat 04-17-2019.mp3
Today, coming here, my heart is heavy.
Father (1) is alone, the chapel is empty.
Bowing, I apologize for keeping Father waiting.
O Father, I would like to stop here,
To talk with You, to ease the loneliness.
A vague, indistinct shadow, a never-ending sadness envelops My soul.
At this moment, do you understand My Heart?
Ten thousand absences, myriad longings.
Head bending close, I speak up,
From this moment on, to forever live in Father’s love.
Father, I love You so much,
Father, You love for me immensely.
2:10 a.m., 8/27/2011
Emmaus Chapel
(1) Jesus is revealed as “Father” (as a “Father” in the family, not as God the Father) in the revelations to Lucia Phan.
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End of Tears
Bai hat Ngung Khoc Lucia hat 04-17-2019.mp3
No more tears from now on,
With Father by my side, with Father in my life,
Completing the crossroads of life.
With Father, in a tender embrace.
Father, O Father, please come by my side.
Sing a hymn of fervent love.
Peaceful moments, heartfelt moments.
Completing life’s sections of road.
With Father, in a tender embrace.
Father, O Father, please come by my side.
Sing a hymn of fervent love.
Peaceful moments, heartfelt moments.
Completing life’s sections of road.
11:30 a.m. on October 20, 2012
Christ the Incarnate Word Church
3) Song of Gratitude
Lien Khuc Tinh Chua va Me Lucia hat 04-17-2019
– Father’s Love
Daughter of the heavenly Father, I am,
Though many sufferings in my life, but with Father near my heart,
My life has much less sorrow.
O Father, Your love soars high as everlasting clouds.
My heart delights in Your love,
My love delights in Your embrace.
– The Holy Spirit
O Holy Spirit, come into my life,
You are the light, the truth I follow.
Your love overflows, like the sea,
A stream of graces, joy in life.
Thanks to God, who came into my heart,
Forever the light to guide my life.
Forever the light to shine upon the world.
– Blessed Mother
Daughter of the Queen of heaven, I am,
Life goes by, together with Mother, we come to clement Father,
For my heart to be sated with love,
Mother always stands by me, day and night.
Much turmoil in my life, with Mother I have no worry,
Much turmoil in my life, Mother always protects me.
2:55 a.m. on November 25, 2013
Emmaus Chapel
The saddest day
I confide to Father.
This First Friday of the month
For the first time I cannot kowtow to Father. (1)
From now on Father is alone.
For many years, each month,
The sound of prayers touches the heart.
Why is this place now closed off?
The world has eyes to see but the soul is blind.
Does anyone know Father needs love?
Day after day, in and out, here and there –
But does anyone understand Father is waiting?
Waiting for this evening’s meeting
To offer my earnest prayers, bringing joy to Father.
My Heart excitedly waits for My child
But is brokenhearted because of a jealous person
Who, though under the same roof,
Serves in the ministry but has an unkind heart –
Untruthful, dishonest, deceiving.
How can one keep one’s heart pure and be holy
For years choosing one’s own ideas,
Is close to the altar but has an envious and jealous heart.
I am weary of this kind of people.
There have always been too many sycophants in the world,
With a desire for appearances.
So the heart is as shrewd as a snake.
For years I have tried so hard to wait,
Waiting for mankind to change but their hearts are still hardened.
Wherever there are people like this
There is no unity but only hatred.
How pitiful for the good-hearted pastor,
Who listens only to the sweet words but forgets to observe
With meekness and holiness leading
He has virtue but lacks a wise viewpoint.
So then from the many I seek.
How are they to recognize when lacking courage?
O shepherd whom I wait for,
How can your faith be firm if still lacking goodwill,
Believing I am in some place far away,
Though here present yet the heart is indifferent?
How is it possible to see the extraordinary?
How is it possible to know today’s marvel?
I bestow for mankind’s heart to be kindled,
To strengthen mankind so that hearts believe.
But I end up waiting perpetually –
Forsaken, lonely – when will it end?
Child, you were deprived because of Me,
Despised by one whose heart overflows with jealousy.
Sacrifice, patience, and endurance
Are a gift of righteousness granted to all.
Do not mind nor fear rejection.
Heaven has mandated so mankind must believe.
Believe I overflow with light
That will vanquish the darkness one day not far.
Eventually everyone near and far,
From everywhere, will gather at the place where I manifest.
Be patient and accept for My sake.
I offer heaven to fill you up –
Eternal heaven awaits in the future.
Looking forward to the reunion day, the world in peace.
- Lucia was unable after Mass to kowtow to Jesus, who is often referred to as “Father” in these messages.
Lucia Phan
Emmaus Chapel
Finished writing at 5:47 a.m., October 5, 2019
Written for First Friday, October 4, 2019
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